fr33th3w33d
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first off, let me preface this by saying- to each his own.
with that said, i have come to a juncture in my journey with cannabis. i love getting high, i love smoking, rolling, baking.. what have you, ever since i started smoking back in highschool. but as my use and appreciation has increased, i have found myself high from pretty much the time i wake up to the time i go to bed, with maybe a few sober breaks inbetween. it doesn't interfere with my daily life or anything of that magnitude, except for the occasional "where the fuck are my keys" episode.. but lately, a certain guilt has emerged with an evergrowing prescence in my psyche.
basically, this guilt is based upon the idea that i am losing touch with what i know and have known as "reality". like i feel guilty for being delightfully high all day because sobriety has become the backup reality.
have i filled my belly with cookies and ruined my appetite?
i am not claiming addiction or anything, but i am wondering if this nagging has some basis to it.
the way i figure it i dont really get high anymore anyway, so i am going to take a well needed break to clear my head, drop my tolerance, let me wallet recoup, and get my fill of sobriety.
so what are your thoughts? too much of a good thing? or is there no such thing as too much?
with that said, i have come to a juncture in my journey with cannabis. i love getting high, i love smoking, rolling, baking.. what have you, ever since i started smoking back in highschool. but as my use and appreciation has increased, i have found myself high from pretty much the time i wake up to the time i go to bed, with maybe a few sober breaks inbetween. it doesn't interfere with my daily life or anything of that magnitude, except for the occasional "where the fuck are my keys" episode.. but lately, a certain guilt has emerged with an evergrowing prescence in my psyche.
basically, this guilt is based upon the idea that i am losing touch with what i know and have known as "reality". like i feel guilty for being delightfully high all day because sobriety has become the backup reality.
have i filled my belly with cookies and ruined my appetite?
i am not claiming addiction or anything, but i am wondering if this nagging has some basis to it.
the way i figure it i dont really get high anymore anyway, so i am going to take a well needed break to clear my head, drop my tolerance, let me wallet recoup, and get my fill of sobriety.
so what are your thoughts? too much of a good thing? or is there no such thing as too much?