Have you ever wondered what is the real nature of things? If you are awake or still asleep or if your dreams are overtaking you in the waking world? If you are just mere pieces in a much larger puzzle and you have no real control as you think? I can hear the jokes now, no I did not smoke some crazy good sativa so just don't go there! 
I have numerous times relived parts of many dreams during waking hours and that is what I want the main theme of this thread to be. But...
A common theme of late that has happened on at least a couple forums, member made contact with me and made all kinds of amazing offers and now after some communication seems to refuse to contact me anymore, well they don't say so but suddenly stop all communication and never reply despite my requests to reply at least once to express why they want no further contact! And, was stressing out over and discussing with that member about my free state health insurance and how I was about to lose it, seemed that they were on to me for having next to no income instead of no income and was about ready to cave to them... well I was told over the phone "don't you worry no longer, we will take care of you"... and a pretty long pause and then asked if I was still alright and on the line and then an even longer pause, then asked if he could have a little time to check into my case and then a very very long pause and then come back and said something about proofing income and then when I said again like I had been always maintaining that I had no income (although in the fax said I would do whatever I HAD to do including faxing anything relevant or possible), put me on hold and came back from the long pause said "you don't have to worry no more, you all set.. you no longer a temporary member you now a PERMANENT member! Anything else I can do for you sir? OK have a nice day sir" and we exchanged many thank you's and so on.
I was about to go into more specifics but that doesn't seem wise as I may have already gone too far but I'd appreciate any insight into how I could be a "permanent member" when that is income driven and never seemingly possible to be permanent would be helpful! needless to say it seems all kinds of fishy. Believe me, I ever make it in the cannabis world or any other world or parallel universe, I will make a nice payment sure to be at least twice as much as I used if not far more, with a nice bonus for those that had mercy on me as these few people seemed to. thanks
Point is, I was all ready to fax in what I "had to" but this seemingly negated the need to do that... so did I fall into some kind of trap (as I thought I would if I did fax the forms) or am I overanalyzing things?
I have numerous times relived parts of many dreams during waking hours and that is what I want the main theme of this thread to be. But...A common theme of late that has happened on at least a couple forums, member made contact with me and made all kinds of amazing offers and now after some communication seems to refuse to contact me anymore, well they don't say so but suddenly stop all communication and never reply despite my requests to reply at least once to express why they want no further contact! And, was stressing out over and discussing with that member about my free state health insurance and how I was about to lose it, seemed that they were on to me for having next to no income instead of no income and was about ready to cave to them... well I was told over the phone "don't you worry no longer, we will take care of you"... and a pretty long pause and then asked if I was still alright and on the line and then an even longer pause, then asked if he could have a little time to check into my case and then a very very long pause and then come back and said something about proofing income and then when I said again like I had been always maintaining that I had no income (although in the fax said I would do whatever I HAD to do including faxing anything relevant or possible), put me on hold and came back from the long pause said "you don't have to worry no more, you all set.. you no longer a temporary member you now a PERMANENT member! Anything else I can do for you sir? OK have a nice day sir" and we exchanged many thank you's and so on.
I was about to go into more specifics but that doesn't seem wise as I may have already gone too far but I'd appreciate any insight into how I could be a "permanent member" when that is income driven and never seemingly possible to be permanent would be helpful! needless to say it seems all kinds of fishy. Believe me, I ever make it in the cannabis world or any other world or parallel universe, I will make a nice payment sure to be at least twice as much as I used if not far more, with a nice bonus for those that had mercy on me as these few people seemed to. thanks
Point is, I was all ready to fax in what I "had to" but this seemingly negated the need to do that... so did I fall into some kind of trap (as I thought I would if I did fax the forms) or am I overanalyzing things?
