Theory on "life"

[LeoNardoDaVinci]

Ok well I came up with this 2 nights ago while rolling complete and utter balls. I was finally able to piece together my salvia trip which had been nothing but a blur for months that had sent me off on a state of depression and borderline insanity. I would think of this trip everytime I would enter my room, desperately trying to remember more then just snips so I could regain my sanity and piece together a meaning...well I did. So from this and other thoughts I had whil rolling I came up with a theory that connects with the big bang. In essence we had the begining of life as WE know it starting with the big bang. Everything that currently exists, existed at one point as "ONE" in this tiny ball of everything super condensed. This was filled with everything we see today...ENERGY or "LIGHT" and the ever elusive MATTER or "stuff" So all this energy which is quick, hot, productive, is sitting in a tiny space crowded with slow, cold, non moving matter.... Something happens and all this matter and energy disperse far and wide and here we and everything are... So maybe this ball of everything is god...maybe not but its one of my thoughts...we hear "god is all around you, god is everything" So God dispersed himself through the cosmos to create all, and to give all a chance to be a singular "god" himself, only to at one point return... I believe everything will return to being a singular thing once again, the universe will close on itself and we will all become one, once again, then we will be tired of being cramped and exploded out again into something new, who knows how many times this has already happened. We feel the need to hug, hold, kiss, fuck, be CLOSE to someone..ANYONE. This stems from when we were all one and we want that back. At our core we are energy and mass...well the energy part of us wants to be productive, wants a family, basically everything we do is in a response to at one time being one and wanting to be one again subconsiously... now our matter side wants to be lazy, unproductive, and just relax...we have 2 sides... Animals are attracted to light...so are humans...look how the tv can get our attention...and oh how the stars do. Light is life, light is warmths, all these things in our mind go back to when we were all one in a tiny ball of light...we just want that back...but at the same time we are matter...and we fear having that back...not to mention there is pure "evil" in the world and in my Salvia trip I saw myself becoming one with everything...and coming up was something very disturbing which my brain blocked out but I did not want to become one with it and I resisted. Anyways a few of my friends who rolled with me really dug on this theory and a couple others said I use too big of words and don't get me. Lemme know what you guys think, I am sure this has been thought of before. I also have a thought that all the stars in the sky...we can't reach. Who is to say they are no alternate suns with a planet like our own at just the right distance...and these are just alternate versions of our own galaxy?

 

[Guest]

it's deep. i think you tripped to hard!

 

[LeoNardoDaVinci]

I think everyone around me must be right. I am losing it.

 

[Closet Funk]

pass that shit!

 

[Gangabiss]

Very similar to my thoughts...you are NOT losing your mind...you are merely waking up from the illusion.

It can get kid of depressing when you don't have anybody to talk about this stuff with though.

 

[Nikijad4210]

It's the Accordian Universe theory on acid! (I know that's not the actual name of the theory, but i can't remember the actual name) Collapsing and re-expanding's right on par with that. Dunno about the "alive" aspect of it, but otherwise, it's pretty damn similar.

 

[Guest]

actually the theory about the whole universe expanding and then collapsing back into a small super dens ball was proven wrong by a scientist that measured how much the universe is expanding and at what rate and found that the universe is expanding at a fairly fast rate and that what will happen is everything will continue to expand until everything has been pulled apart even the nucleolus of atoms, this will happen in about 100 billion years

 

[Irishslappop]

very good idea. "tripping too hard" doesn't mean anything to me. just because something your percieving is different doesn;t mean it isnt as real as when your sober. this is a good one man. expand on this.

 

[Irishslappop]

actually the theory about the whole universe expanding and then collapsing back into a small super dens ball was proven wrong by a scientist that measured how much the universe is expanding and at what rate and found that the universe is expanding at a fairly fast rate and that what will happen is everything will continue to expand until everything has been pulled apart even the nucleolus of atoms, this will happen in about 100 billion years

1000 years ago everyone knew by way of science that the earth was the center of the universe. just because something is "scientifically" proven doesn't mean its true.

 

[Guest]

I think that religion played a big role in the whole earth being the center of the universe idea

 

[GoodbyeBlueSky]

there are no answers to be found in drugs... only perspective...

 

[Guest]

actually the theory about the whole universe expanding and then collapsing back into a small super dens ball was proven wrong by a scientist that measured how much the universe is expanding and at what rate and found that the universe is expanding at a fairly fast rate and that what will happen is everything will continue to expand until everything has been pulled apart even the nucleolus of atoms, this will happen in about 100 billion years

you make a great point, it's found to be that the universe is picking up speed as it expands.

 

[Irishslappop]

I think that religion played a big role in the whole earth being the center of the universe idea

that happened to be the scientific paradigm, ours has obviously changed, but what make ours right?

science is wrong more often then it is right. and science proves that.

 

[NoNameNoshame]

Interesting.

I think people have a concept of the universe, and it's all wrong and all correct.

Metaphysics states theories like that the universe is a tempory fabric. That the universe is simply, this fabric is simply coming to existance, passing into and out of existance.

That in reality, all of reality is illusion. And that god is a dream, thus reality is a dream.

Metaphysics is interesting....it doesn't cross into the spirit world but it does explain majick on this part.

The light balls, god, gods, the dreams, or as christ would say water, are spoken reality. This is a mystery to myself worthy of further exploration. I must say that by spoken, I don't mean linear language like english or other earth tongues but like you now spoken fear. You fantasised, dreamed a thought, a very detailed thought.

Some say you must die, or trandscend the ego. Ego-death, ego-loss, enlightenment. Overcoming the shadow of the subcon. A difference of being {which is a funny thing, being} aware of 2000 bits of info vs. being aware of 400 billion bits of info that the brain/mind can process.

 

[guineapig]

yes it is hard to explain these alternate dimensions because we are so used to only one dimension.....

however, under the influence of certain shamanic plants, you will see these inter-dimensional beings walking through people and everyday objects.....

i've seen those werid light-balls too.....it was like a white ball of fire appeared out of
nowhere and me and 3 other people saw it.....not to mention a coupla strange encounters with strange beings......

oh well, i hope you figure it out....

guineapig

 

[LeoNardoDaVinci]

In line with the universe being temporary. There is this weird aspect to all my salvia trips. It is like time stops and I am able to percieve all possible outcomes that can occur in that moment of my life in the room I am in, it is a very weird subconcious feeling. On top of that there is the feeling that the frames of my life including all I preceive(all objects all I see) actually exists as a 2 dimensional frame or picture...this "picture" retains its existince after I go on to the next fram of existince...but the past frames of existince I have the sick feeling everytime that they are being used by some entity for some type of gain that NO humans are aware of(except for mr crazy man here.) It feels evil but I dunno, it feels opressive... Its like we are in the place we are in every moment of the day fueling something...I hate the feeling and I hate the way it has made me look at the world(nothing seems "right") Anways I am one of those guys that people assume will end up a nutjob conspiracy theorist, I think my mind is just a little too smart and it seeks out answers it knows damn well it won't be able to deal with.

 

[LeoNardoDaVinci]

I feel like reality is everyones own. Each chemical alters the way our brain perceives "reality." Humans as a whole are suppose to have very similar chemistry so we can agree on what "reality" is. But maybe we have been programmed for that reality to keep us in the existince we are in, to serve some "higher" power. I feel like there are many dimensional existinces and when we alter our brain chemistry it changes what dimensional existince we are completely aligned with and we become more aligned with a diff dimension existince...crazy shit I think about but cannot help. I feel unincontrol of everything I do. Everything is a chemical or outer stimilus reaction the choices I make are based on, setting, whats going on in my brain, whose around me, etc. I feel very limited, almost trapped like a slave. Fucking a.

 

[Guest]

I know what you're thinking now, "why oh why didn't I choose the red pill."

 

[LeoNardoDaVinci]

ignorance is bliss.

 

[Guest]

Life's a bitch and then you die, Your only here to wonder why.