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For those who are registered with Health Care, how long did it take you to get MMAR? How did the discussion go with your doctor or specialist. And were you met with resistance?
As mentioned in another thread, I've been a chronic migraineur since I was 5 years old. I'm turning 25 soon and I finally allowed my family doctor to put me on all the conventional pharmaceuticals. None of them worked effectively without side affects, but I keep triptans on hand because they've worked the best (but cost around $20 a pill and it usually takes 2 pills for relief).
One thing I did recently was went to another doctor because mine moved to another clinic. Not wanting to piss him off, I waited for an opportunity like this in case his ego got damaged. The new doctor immediately recommended me to a pain specialist which took over a year. The pain specialist empathized with me and says medical marijuana WORKS. But later on in our discussion, he said "my way" of obtaining marijuana (off the street) is better for me..... he gave me a small bullshit speech about how being legally pardoned isn't anything really, and that I won't run into problems if I haven't already. Definite bullshit. Nice guy, but I think he just wanted to keep shrugging it off.
So... I found a private clinic that's willing to work with me but they need the specialist to fax over copies of my consultation/s. I've sent a couple faxes but they haven't sent the private clinic anything. I've never been to a specialist and don't know if I'd have to wait another year to see him or if I'd be bumped up the list. I really don't want to be phoning around and annoying people because I fear I'll blow my chances and look like a typical drug seeker. The specialist and my family doctor know I'm intelligent and disciplined, but they don't want to be bothered and keep changing the subject anytime I bring this up.
What the fuck can I do? I'm still getting migraines and can't afford to go fill thousand dollar prescriptions. My employer is downright pissed that I'm missing so much time off work and I fear being fired at any minute (I've brought in notes, but the company is going downhill and starting to find crafty ways of letting people go - can't afford to fight it in court).
What's worse is that all the stress these past few years have dealt has led to recurring throat ulcers, so I can't even smoke my medicine now for instant relief. I've been on 4 anti-biotic courses, this being the 4th. And I'm sure my employer is ultra pissed. I'd like to note that my wife and I bought a house too and we learned shortly after moving in that our neighbor is a police officer. Not being able to afford my medicine and thinking I'd get medical marijuana sooner, I started growing too. 8 plants that are 2 weeks away from flower. Bit of a faint smell coming out of the exhaust that thankfully blows away from their home, but it's something else that's causing some stress. I thought about taking it down but I'm not. I've invested too much time and money and my head is a mess. Too stressed out to care but I really need to tackle this.
Can anyone help me sort this out? Not looking for a handout but just some guidance. I shouldn't have to, and don't want to "doctor shop" because I think these guys should be doing their job. I just need help.
***TLDR version***
- Chronic migraineur
- Allowed doc to try pharm meds - they suck and cost an arm and a leg if they do work
- Finally got referral to pain specialist
- Pain specialist agrees with MMJ and understands my situation... but doesn't seem to want to get involved
- Found private clinic to help get MMJ, needs specialist to fax docs
- Pain specialist MIA... no faxes to private clinic yet
- Not sure what to do.. don't want to piss off specialist and be written off as drug seeking
- Scared of losing job due to time off work
- Vigorous stress cycle of being sick and missing work causing further sickness, now getting recurring oral ulcers, migraines, missing more work, on the verge of unemployment
- Halp?
For those who are registered with Health Care, how long did it take you to get MMAR? How did the discussion go with your doctor or specialist. And were you met with resistance?
As mentioned in another thread, I've been a chronic migraineur since I was 5 years old. I'm turning 25 soon and I finally allowed my family doctor to put me on all the conventional pharmaceuticals. None of them worked effectively without side affects, but I keep triptans on hand because they've worked the best (but cost around $20 a pill and it usually takes 2 pills for relief).
One thing I did recently was went to another doctor because mine moved to another clinic. Not wanting to piss him off, I waited for an opportunity like this in case his ego got damaged. The new doctor immediately recommended me to a pain specialist which took over a year. The pain specialist empathized with me and says medical marijuana WORKS. But later on in our discussion, he said "my way" of obtaining marijuana (off the street) is better for me..... he gave me a small bullshit speech about how being legally pardoned isn't anything really, and that I won't run into problems if I haven't already. Definite bullshit. Nice guy, but I think he just wanted to keep shrugging it off.
So... I found a private clinic that's willing to work with me but they need the specialist to fax over copies of my consultation/s. I've sent a couple faxes but they haven't sent the private clinic anything. I've never been to a specialist and don't know if I'd have to wait another year to see him or if I'd be bumped up the list. I really don't want to be phoning around and annoying people because I fear I'll blow my chances and look like a typical drug seeker. The specialist and my family doctor know I'm intelligent and disciplined, but they don't want to be bothered and keep changing the subject anytime I bring this up.
What the fuck can I do? I'm still getting migraines and can't afford to go fill thousand dollar prescriptions. My employer is downright pissed that I'm missing so much time off work and I fear being fired at any minute (I've brought in notes, but the company is going downhill and starting to find crafty ways of letting people go - can't afford to fight it in court).
What's worse is that all the stress these past few years have dealt has led to recurring throat ulcers, so I can't even smoke my medicine now for instant relief. I've been on 4 anti-biotic courses, this being the 4th. And I'm sure my employer is ultra pissed. I'd like to note that my wife and I bought a house too and we learned shortly after moving in that our neighbor is a police officer. Not being able to afford my medicine and thinking I'd get medical marijuana sooner, I started growing too. 8 plants that are 2 weeks away from flower. Bit of a faint smell coming out of the exhaust that thankfully blows away from their home, but it's something else that's causing some stress. I thought about taking it down but I'm not. I've invested too much time and money and my head is a mess. Too stressed out to care but I really need to tackle this.
Can anyone help me sort this out? Not looking for a handout but just some guidance. I shouldn't have to, and don't want to "doctor shop" because I think these guys should be doing their job. I just need help.
***TLDR version***
- Chronic migraineur
- Allowed doc to try pharm meds - they suck and cost an arm and a leg if they do work
- Finally got referral to pain specialist
- Pain specialist agrees with MMJ and understands my situation... but doesn't seem to want to get involved
- Found private clinic to help get MMJ, needs specialist to fax docs
- Pain specialist MIA... no faxes to private clinic yet
- Not sure what to do.. don't want to piss off specialist and be written off as drug seeking
- Scared of losing job due to time off work
- Vigorous stress cycle of being sick and missing work causing further sickness, now getting recurring oral ulcers, migraines, missing more work, on the verge of unemployment
- Halp?