Suicide...

[PoppinFresh]

Thanks, that sounds like a good idea. Don't worry, I will be here tomorrow, this stuff has been going on for years. It's just this time is just driving me insane and needed to vent and I'm glad I had the chance because I'm already feeling better.

I just wish this crap would stop or something, but it's like what DogBoy said, it's just a never ending spiral.

yeah man screw that shit. sometimes people give waaaaay too much credit to other people for their own happiness. men actually do that more than women because when men actually do decide to say forever, it's a hardcore commitment. and, you spent all that time discussing things with her and she still thought it was a phase. i would have lit into her ass something heavy. **** that broad. maybe you aren't ready to say that just yet but i'll say it for you. when it comes to relationships, i don't take that bullshit. if you know all about me, and i don't hide shit, i'll be damned if you sit back and ****in think something is going to change a lil bit down the line.

you should feel happy that broad took a hike. she skated over some friggin marijuana. i mean damn it.. not like she left cuz ur broke, got a lil dick, or was beatin her ass. she better hope to god she finds someone as good in her next relationship.

but definitely go find yourself a REAL woman who smokes weed too. there's nothing better than finding a significant other who's into the same shit at you - lover, best friend, partner in crime

my friend has the best relationship. his lady smokes right along with him. i mentioned in another thread that i bought her weed for her bday. they smoked that shit and had a damnnnnn good night (i asked lol). they're so much alike. they just vibe that way. true relationship that will last a long time just cuz they work together ya know!

that's what i want too. some hot chick in a thong and high heels, smokin a blunt and then smokin on MY blunt if ya get my drift! so **** suicide. it's rainy and cloudy today but damn it the sun will shine again! smoke a sick sativa, look at some pics of scarlett johansson, and dream of what tomorrow will bring. with a future so bright, what sense would it make to drive off a road?

 

[killa-bud]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uja3W-ibifc&mode=related&search=

that should help you feel better about your self,lmao

 

[Guest]

c'mon man, like NIKE, just do it, get it over with, dont make others suffer your story,

besides think of all the places youll go that youve never been

 

[7ate9]

Thanks guys! Feeling pretty good right now. Yea, I def need to get a job and get my mind off things and especially to be out of the house.

I was on pills in the beginning and never noticed a dif and pills just screw with your body so I enjoy a nice smoke

 

[Feyd]

Glad you're feelin better mang.
Always look for the bright side no matter how dismal things get.
Unless your being hung upside down by your scrotum and sentenced to die a horrible death somewhere overseas I think you should always look up.

 

[fr33th3w33d]

you need something to do with yourself. find a hobby. find a new girl.

go hiking. fishing. take up guitar. working on cars.. anything.

life will feel empty if you don't have anything to give it meaning. from the sound of it, your still young.. you've got plenty of time to find something you're meant to do. everyone has some greater purpose they're not aware of.

ex- a man's beloved wife dies.. he goes to a shrink and tells him of his sorrows and depression. the doctor asks the man what if he had died and his wife would have to feel his pain.. he says that would probably hurt him even more. so by accepting the pain, the husband saves his wife the grief she would have had to feel. thereby giving his life some kind of meaning.

a little abstract.. but hey.. all of life is pretty abstract when you get down to brass tacks.

 

[Sheriff Bart]

If I were you Id be taking it easy
Kick back and relax for a little while
We'll all still be here tomorrow
Take time just to act like a little child
No matter what the world has in store for us
You got the ring that better get off of us
Reach out for a comfortable chair
Rejoice and throw your arms in the air

{Chorus}Cause its a good life
So why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away
Its a good life so why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away
Its a good life so why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away
Its a good life so why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away


You got to find out whats your pleasure
In time you'll be singing like a lark
Pretty soon your sorry will chime for all
Somebody will heed your call
Reach out for a comfortable chair
Rejoice and throw your arms in the air

{Chorus}Cause its a good life
So why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away
Its a good life so why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away
Its a good life so why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away
Its a good life so why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away

Trade in some misery
For some tender loving care
Cast aside those cloudy days
Crushes are hard to bear
Make up your mind
And get a whole new lease on life
Reach out for a comfortable chair
Rejoice and throw your arms in the air


{Chorus}Cause its a good life
So why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away
Its a good life so why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away
Its a good life so why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away
Its a good life so why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away

Its a good life
So why y'all tripping
The good life's slipping away
Its the good life
So why y'all tripping.......

 

[RevolutionX]

you need to have faith brother, i deal with these type of feelings every so often and sometimes you just need a "place" to turn....you did the right thing by sharing your feelings with us man, worst thing you can do is bottle it up. you just need some balance in your life bro, sometimes i get this by just looking up at the stars- knowing we came from out way out there, and some how every little thing is connected in some way, just brings my mind to ease. It is that point of balance in my mind that i feel focused and have a purpose in life on a higher level. We are meant to be here dude...to exist...that is our destiny..Each moment we live, every interaction will continue to resonate out into the end of the universe. Time is an illusion my friend. We age because of oxygen and gravity which set the boundaries for the time limit of our existence. But our soul remains...Believe in what you will, could be a higher up, could be god, just believe in something! u need that balance...i know the feeling of emptiness my friend- u just need enlightenment and inspiration..i know this...i lost a best friend last year, my grams two months after, then my shepard of 16 years on my birthday this past new years day..whoever said death come in threes aint shittin...before that i never lost anyone i loved- more gut wrenching and crazy times than any other period in my life. but im getting thru it, Ur lucky..probably younger, has good health- u should cherish that while it lasts, because someday your outlook on life will really change alot, and you may look back, but you will never be the same person again. Believing one day i will see them again keeps me sane, and if my card does get pulled it was meant to be. no one said its easy man, you just have to be strong and live the Best life you can, no turning back the clock, no regrets, one shot- make the best of it. Give "yourself" a reason.....


Personally i like to follow my feelings more than my mind, i feel americans and others have been dulled out of there feelings- and are masqueraded by the materialistic society that sets the standards in our lives. We are too worried about judgement and status in this world. We need to see people as they are, and try to let good feelings of love and morality lead the way. families are not as close as they used to be 100 yrs ago. Remember your roots. You dont know where you goin- until you know where you've been. Peace 7ate9..Keep your head up!

 

[RevolutionX]

put it this way, if there was no life after death, i would kill myself right now. Honestly, whats the point to life then?

now, i dunno what exactly happens to you when you die, but i have my "beliefs", whether they are true or not is irrelevent to "me" but you see my point- That Life aint worth living- unless there is reason. Very simple solution to the problem- do not complicate things.

 

[Guest]

7ate9,
i to have suffered.
i find if i keep my mind busy,these thoughts pass.
it is hard sometimes,but my faimly/friends pulls me out of the darkness.

find yourself a hobby,play guitar,grow some weed buy a mountain bike and see the scenes.
its not really worth it,to be so selfish.
im sure plenty of people love you and its that what is
worth it.
dont let a girl break your heart to the point of no return.
if you do you may never know what tomorrow brings.
be strong my friend.

 

[NOKUY]

LISTEN TO BOB MARLEY

I'm really really serious....when I go through shitty times, and everything pisses me off, or if im just stressed out, I'll put on some good headphones and listen to Bob, or go for a drive in the mountains (or beach or country...anywhere away from society) and listen to Bob alone in the car.

It NEVER fails, I Always feel so much better.

I know more than a few people who do the same thing.

good luck bro

 

[Sheriff Bart]

if you have an hour or two give this a read, and then again and again and again....never fails for me

http://www.ishwar.com/buddhism/holy_dhammapada/

so simple, so concise...beautiful truths...

 

[Guest]

I know I am prbably oler than your dad, think of me as your grand dad, Life IS worth living if only to **** wit your kids or gran kids! Tomorrow is my 26th wedding aniversey! Yes OMFG I found someone to put up with my BS for 26 F YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life sucks! get over it! We all deal with it! Except for those poor souls that opt out!

I found a friend of mine that opted out. he shot himself. Not a pretty site took me years to get over it. Stick with it bro its a lot harder to keep livin, dont take the easy way out.

In the endn IMHO its worth it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



From someone THATS GALD HE DIDNT DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Guest]

Come on know r u ok?

Smoke a bowl u b OK

 

[dubmaster]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uja3W-ibifc&mode=related&search=

that should help you feel better about your self,lmao

Only in the world of the internet and bored people staring at it...


But ya gotta love the fact that ANYONE can make it in some sense..
LMAO
these 3 just arent a good example

 

[FRANKENBLUNT420]

its good to see you feeling better, but hopefully you can read all this stuff and see that its all worth it overall. we all go through this shit, so lord knows you are not alone.

my worst was after my my wife pretty much kicked me out, couldnt find a job where i was for almost 3 months (and mind you, i had always worked until we moved) and things between she and i were getting worse. i went "home" (my heart home) and cried for three days str8, (I B.S. you not!) got my shit str8 and have been workin ever since. remarried and my kids are back in my life for good. . . jsut basically fightin' the good fight ever since. .. had to cut some people loose along the way, but the main ones who have always been around understand me and are still around, they are the true ones.

im always goin thorugh some shit, but you know what. . . i go downstairs play some pool, smoke em if i got em, kiss my wife to death (i love her cause she accepted me for WHO i am) and go fix something around the house to remind me i got one.

just appreciate what you have, dont look to indepth at your situations, live them, once they are over learn from them (what to do what not to do, who was real and who was not, who supported you and who didnt).

you will be alright, man go smoke somethin'

 

[Othello]

trust me, you are definetly not alone. Just in this last 2 weeks I lost my girlfriend of 2 years, we were planning to be married. Following that up I lost my job, and my apartment, as a result of no money. ****ing up that badly in such a short span takes talent.

I didn't sugar coat it, after a few days, and an absolutely horrible horrible psychedelic experience; everything had sunk in i went to my old man and straight out told him I'm feeling very suicidal and i'm coming to live with him because I can't look after myself. It was one of the hardest things to actually talk openly about it but i've been doing alot better ever since, people are alot more supportive then you would think.

my advice, essentially is to relax. I've spent every day since smoking my hookah and just chilling out until all this blows over and Im ready to go kick some ass again.