~Star~Crash~ All & Everything

flower~power · 2024-12-13T17:31:45+0000

oldmaninbc said:
dislike those days when the crap piles up, it sucks.

I had 2 1/2 decades consecutive of that, set me in the post traumatic stress disorder

Loriented · 2024-12-13T17:37:50+0000

The Geminid meteor shower peaks all night tonight (December 13-14).

unclefishstick · 2024-12-13T17:43:50+0000

flower~power said:
I have felt that way. Many many times about growing …problem is still it’s the only option other than working. job for shit pay. There are no real opportunities for me here other than being a grower in a dwindling market… I wish I could be like uncle fish stick and get a job in the industry but there is nothing like that around here is butt fuck …completely butt fuck around here

everybody wishes that,but there's only one me!

oldmaninbc · 2024-12-13T17:49:26+0000

flower~power said:
It’s a mixed bag. There are no new answers. I’m still harboring the primary site Which seems to be undetectable that’s good news and also bad news two options are to wait and see or go full Blown with radiation and chemo. I’m going to wait and see till the next interval of three months pthe insurance company won’t kick out the money for the PET scans so it’s all scopes... I’m cool with it now I had to go through the shock of it. It took many many months, but I think we’re all going to die from something or another sooner or later.

My Mrs. is a moderator for a health associated website. The stories I hear her tell me about peoples medical issues is mind numbing with what some folks go through. It makes me wonder where do these people get the strength to weather their illnesses.
At 75 I have several chronic health problems. None that carry the word cancer. I do know the burden of health scares. With the lung pain I get from asbestos, I'm always wondering is this the start of the end.
I've done all my paperwork for my end of life time. I don't plan on suffering at that time. But for today I will do my best to enjoy what time I do have.
I have OCD and at 75 I am still trying to rid myself of a brain that never quits working, I have weekly councilor appointments. I will not give up on myself until there is a reason to give up.

Jenn · 2024-12-13T17:50:51+0000

flower~power said:
I have felt that way. Many many times about growing …problem is still it’s the only option other than working. job for shit pay. There are no real opportunities for me here other than being a grower in a dwindling market… I wish I could be like uncle fish stick and get a job in the industry but there is nothing like that around here is butt fuck …completely butt fuck around here

I pay attention to this thread, and even though most of it is just people screwing around I pay attention and I agree with you that the market is dwindling but...but... I feel you are 100% on the right track with the rosin and I think if you hunker down and go balls to the wall this coming season you will reap rewards greater than you could have ever anticipated. Make this coming season THE ONE.

unclefishstick · 2024-12-13T17:56:29+0000

Jenn said:
I pay attention to this thread, and even though most of it is just people screwing around I pay attention and I agree with you that the market is dwindling but...but... I feel you are 100% on the right track with the rosin and I think if you hunker down and go balls to the wall this coming season you will reap rewards greater than you could have ever anticipated. Make this coming season THE ONE.

just wait until they reclassify weed and big pharma takes over and get granted patents and start suing all the commercial growers and the black market comes roaring back to life...

Lester Beans · 2024-12-13T17:59:36+0000

I appreciate it but don't feel sorry for me. It's been a long time coming and Lester is officially retired! I just don't want to work 80-90 hours a week anymore. Especially for a clown. I will work on my farm and property, I've looked forward to it for a looooong time.

Yessir beer and a fat joint!

The Mrs is very very happy I finally quit that gig. A golf course superintendent has no life 10 months a year outside the job. It's a 7 day a week job for 10 months straight. Had enough. In fact I realized I need chapstick as I've cracked my lips 18 times smiling about the relief.

Jenn · 2024-12-13T18:16:53+0000

Look at these pictures. The fence you see is my property line the blue building was the "Veg Room" the large brown building was the flower room. These guys lasted eighteen months and bailed. Weed in Michigan is so fucking cheap people can't make money on it. But rosin....that's work, that's different, not everybody is doing that.