oh rats, how to even start....
some personal issues in my ongoing hectic life have finally taked over, and there is no more growing for me. this is something i choose, so please do not feel bad for me. it has already been done, as there are no more plants in my garden.
this is a very somber, sad, calming, and happy feeling all in the same. looking into the empty space. rather odd, and very surreal. i am unsure what to think, but know in my heart it is the best thing possible. i have responsibilities to others and they come first in my life. i have many talents, but only one passion. so on some level this is devastating. sometimes life is about more than just yourself, so it was an easy choice to make.
please excuse me while I take some time to clear my thoughts, I feel like quite a mess right now.
That really sux
I realize some issues are more important than growing plants, especially if that plant is still looked upon with disdain by some.
I hope you will still be able to watch as my garden grows.