malufizzgig
Member
It's been a really tough season and I just wanted to take a moment to express my sympathies for anyone who has had to go through a really tough time with lots of setbacks and interruptions and invasions. Maybe share in some fellowship with everyone else who has had a tough season and managed to learn a lot and do much better next time.
My first few times were so beautiful, medicine helped me so much. I invested so much to try and cure what's going on with my body and get out of a bad living situation and life is challenging me at every turn.
This season has been hellacious. From my own inexperience causing pH problems due to following misleading feeding schedule instructions to mistakes with transplanting into pots that kept roots too wet to several power outages disrupting my dark and light periods to a surprise inspection from the city because my landlord may be renting us this place illegally, to a complete teardown with a few days notice to a relocation to a tenuous place where I will have to operate on bare minimum power and harvest way too early, and a completely seeded crop from all that stress. Shit, it doesn't get more real. At least I don't have fucking spider mites or mildew. *knock on wood*
Through it all, learned a tremendous amount. Mostly about the wellspring of courage and resourcefulness that each of us truly devoted to healing with this plant possesses.
So on the eve before my big move and teardown, please say a prayer for me and my girls! Share your worst grow stories!
My first few times were so beautiful, medicine helped me so much. I invested so much to try and cure what's going on with my body and get out of a bad living situation and life is challenging me at every turn.
This season has been hellacious. From my own inexperience causing pH problems due to following misleading feeding schedule instructions to mistakes with transplanting into pots that kept roots too wet to several power outages disrupting my dark and light periods to a surprise inspection from the city because my landlord may be renting us this place illegally, to a complete teardown with a few days notice to a relocation to a tenuous place where I will have to operate on bare minimum power and harvest way too early, and a completely seeded crop from all that stress. Shit, it doesn't get more real. At least I don't have fucking spider mites or mildew. *knock on wood*
Through it all, learned a tremendous amount. Mostly about the wellspring of courage and resourcefulness that each of us truly devoted to healing with this plant possesses.
So on the eve before my big move and teardown, please say a prayer for me and my girls! Share your worst grow stories!