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shithawk420

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i dig it man
i try and help my mom by cleaning out her place but then she fills it with stuff to replace the stuff i moved
she has all kinds of bs reasons why she need this stuff, but still a lot of it is just clutter at this point

do you have your area? maybe clean the shit out of that see how it goers
i just have my room witch is the master bedroom cause she cant walk up and down all those steps every time she wants something. id do it for her but she still wants to be independant. i got a big walk in closet and another big closet. so basically upstairs is mine and downstairs is hers but she got stuff cluttering everywhere.when her sister died she took a bunch of stuff she was never gonna use like 4 or 5 sewing machines,clothes and who knows what else.

basically there is no living room.no couch.no tv. just stuff. its rare but if theres company we go up to my room cause thats where the couch is and the big screen tv. to be honest if i was more organized i have plenty of room up here. it would help a lot if i could do laundry. yeah i can get my license back if i had 2g but for some reason my mom is my payee. her and my brother did all the paperwork for my disability and i guess they wanted control of my money.i have zero freedom. im not stupid. i can handle money but in this case they fucked me good. i gotta call SS and see a doctor to let them know i can handle money. if she dies im fucked. ill have some government dick handling my money. she either dont care or dont realize how much she fucked me. ive threatened to terminate my SSI a few times so she wont get shit from me.my family are pretty much scumbags. i really truly hate them all and threatened to kill them more than once. the thing is they know i could easily do it.they want nothing to do with me but wanna control my money. HTF does that work? i told them gimme my money and you will never see me again. they are just greedy POS. they wanna lock me in a cage and take what little money i get.

sorry for the rant. first drinks ive had in a few days. my moms going to my brothers. im not invited. told them to give me some left overs. hope you all have a good turkey day. looking forward to watching the bears get their asses kicked. i guess if the Lions make it to the superbowl ill root for them.
 
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pop_rocks

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thats cool that you have your own space and if you can get that neater it might take off
/could you help your mom sell her shit for money and take a cut?
it sounds like you have a ton of storage space but thats my moms problem, she has this big old house with roomsfilled with stuff
she packs shit away and then forgets about it so she will buy new stuff
/the same stuff she has stored away
thats kind of f'd about your money situation, so the check goes to your mom and brother and you have no say in this? dont the give you your share? (once expenses are deducted)
handle your shit man and if you need to talk to a dr or a case worker call them and tell them your problem
/be cool man
hey man, happy thanksgiving and take a minute to think of at least one or two things you have to be thankful for
 

shithawk420

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im sorry for that fucked up rant. but yeah i basically gotta beg for my money witch is usually for beer. you ever see or read Flowers In the Attic? thats how i feel. no wonder im fucked up.

Yeah no surprise from the bears. hows the other games going? Lions are looking good i hate to admit
 

Bababooey

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Carlin is the man. That bit was a bit of a slow burn, but it ended better when 'stuff' became 'shit'.

I had a bet on Lions 1st quarter that hit but didnt feel confident about the game spread, turned out the bears beat the -9.5 spread easily, losing by a FG. But ur right Hawk, every bears fan i know thought they would get killed by detroit. Sometimes it works out like that but more often it doesnt.

It takes a lot of energy to manage a lot of stuff, this is why hoarders are often lazy/unmotivated to deal with their hoard. It's just easier to toss something you want to keep somewhere and forget about it.

Pops is right, sounds like a very drama filled family situation, Hawk. Is there a reason why you can't get control of your money? Are they your guardian or something? You dont seem like you need a guardian. Other than the drinking and sometimes hard drugs and the ever present rage which leads to occasional homicidal urges, you seem perfectly normal.

Haha Pops, that's exactly why the person i know who hoards is so wrong about it. She's got all the junk in her home but when she wants something she can't find it and so has to buy it again. Im like the only benefit to having all this crap is so you dont have to buy something cause u already have it, but she's got so much stuff that it's almost impossible to find what she wants and so she has to go buy it again. It defeats the only benefit of hoarding.

I remember you telling us about that book, Hawk. I think i even downloaded it but never got around to starting it. Wasnt there brother-sister incest in that book as well? Do you have a sister? Just wondering. That could explain a lot.
 
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pop_rocks

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Carlin is the man. That bit was a bit of a slow burn, but it ended better when 'stuff' became 'shit'.

I had a bet on Lions 1st quarter that hit but didnt feel confident about the game spread, turned out the bears beat the -9.5 spread easily, losing by a FG. But ur right Hawk, every bears fan i know thought they would get killed by detroit. Sometimes it works out like that but more often it doesnt.

It takes a lot of energy to manage a lot of stuff, this is why hoarders are often lazy/unmotivated to deal with their hoard. It's just easier to toss something you want to keep somewhere and forget about it.

Pops is right, sounds like a very drama filled family situation, Hawk. Is there a reason why you can't get control of your money? Are they your guardian or something? You dont seem like you need a guardian. Other than the drinking and sometimes hard drugs and the ever present rage which leads to occasional homicidal urges, you seem perfectly normal.

Haha Pops, that's exactly why the person i know who hoards is so wrong about it. She's got all the junk in her home but when she wants something she can't find it and so has to buy it again. Im like the only benefit to having all this crap is so you dont have to buy something cause u already have it, but she's got so much stuff that it's almost impossible to find what she wants and so she has to go buy it again. It defeats the only benefit of hoarding.

I remember you telling us about that book, Hawk. I think i even downloaded it but never got around to starting it. Wasnt there brother-sister incest in that book as well? Do you have a sister? Just wondering. That could explain a lot.
bears could have tied the game with a field goal! im not going to go into some coffee from a can ass hattery this took to f'this shit up all four ways! but wtf?!? who do you blame?
the game was not the blow out i was hoping for
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but det picked up a win and i liked what i saw for the most part from c.willy
you know that qb who plays for the bears, plus they covered the spread so that almost like a win right?
 

pop_rocks

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im sorry for that fucked up rant. but yeah i basically gotta beg for my money witch is usually for beer. you ever see or read Flowers In the Attic? thats how i feel. no wonder im fucked up.

Yeah no surprise from the bears. hows the other games going? Lions are looking good i hate to admit
if thats your money you should know where it goes, but you should have your money for the onth to do with wht you want
 

Bababooey

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Eberflus is getting a lot of heat from nfl media and social media about how once again his end of game management was freaking awful. To be an nfl head coach, at the top of your profession, and have worse time management skills than your typical teenage Madden player is something. And if it was just 1 game maybe that's forgivable but it's been a few games now where his coaching cost the team wins at the end of games.

In his defense im not sure the game would have turned out any different even if he had called timeout. He was getting crap for not trying for a shorter FG 2 games ago and the QB draw they attempted on the 2nd to last play this game ended in a 5yd sack (an o-lineman didnt hear the snap cause of crowd noise and couldnt block in time) so that took them out of FG range and an endzone shot or quick pass to the sideline and receiver stepping out of bounds were the only options. It would have been nice if caleb had more time to get prepared which the timeout would have done but the detroit defense would have been prepared for either tactic.

We have chiefs and raiders this afternoon on amazon prime, some college games too. How was ya'lls Thanksgiving? Buzz, did you raise and kill a turkey with your bare hands? Bigsur, did you have a seafood buffet for turkey day? I know pops and hawk ate some good stuff and had some drinks on the side, or maybe vice versa.
 

pop_rocks

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it was just mom and me so we kept it simple, standard thanksgiving fare and i put off the serious drinking till after i got home
caleb finally found his qb arm and had a decent game and at one point it looked like the momentum was turning for the bears
lions have won their last 10 games in a row and are looking very good, but could injuries be their downfall
yeah its kind of cool having a black friday game in the middle of the day, plus you know im going to order a bunch of crap at some point during the game
how was your thanksgiving holiday baba? are you still off the bottle
 

Bababooey

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That's cool, so just turkey, stuffing and mashed potatoes? Mac n cheese? Heck even if it's stove top stuffing and kraft mac n cheese and instant mashed potatoes i'd gladly eat that and go up for seconds and thirds.

Lions secondary i think is pretty injured, might have to bet the overs for jordan love when they play the packers next thursday night on amzn prime.

It was alright, messed up a few side dishes but i know what i did wrong and will be better next time. Im still off the bottle, was thinking of loading up with these thanksgiving sales but havent yet, probably for the best.
 

pop_rocks

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yeah we had the basics, but instead of a whole turkey we got roasted chicken instead, plus she had a huge pecan pie so i had some of that too
i dident even think of a mac and cheese! i have one of those frozen ones you can just pop in the oven and it might go well with the leftovers
what mistakes did you make on your sides?
the lions are banged up across big time on the front line and in the secondary, hopefully goof and the offense can hold things together until the defense heals up
raiders v kc has been competitive and its been a good feasting of games!
 

buzzmobile

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Good luck on your next job.
As I predicted, @shithawk420 , fired Eberflus.
Buzz, did you raise and kill a turkey with your bare hands?
In wrestled with that turkey after it was dead. I pulled it up out of the freezer case with my bare hands. Las Wages Raiders are hanging with the Red Indian thieves who stole the Seminole chop from some of the locals here. Go Raiders!
 
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