NOKUYwhen I did 'shrooms all I wanted to do was hide in the closet and be left the fuk alone (usually how I feel anyway). ...it made me feel like I was not in controll of my mind said:It's just your personal reaction to shrooms. For me, every time I eat shrooms, the come-up to the peak is exactly like you describe, but after the peak I am fine and happy and all of that. But getting there is a nightmare. An 8th for your first time is too much, and I made the same mistake.
However, I do not have the next-day aftereffects that you did. But again, different people get affected differently.