Trippy Stix
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What's up ICmag community?
Okay well first let me start off by saying apologize for the extensive thread, it is all relevant. Please refrain from any inappropriate comments and/or suggestions pertaining to this thread. I am not some teenager looking to score for my personal stash, nor am I inexperienced with the art of "guerilla growing". I have a few seasons under my belt scoring multiple p's and have been through what it takes to have a successful season; from the hard work required late into the night... managing a split lifestyle to get the job done without any extra induced risk factors... to hauling bags and bags out of the bush to secure locations.... (I have skipped a season or two due to a lifestyle change..will get into that shortly... and feel like I am being pulled back into this addiction) The reason why I came here to receive some type of wisdom about going on and chasing my dream (one which I have constantly been thinking about during the last year or two off of growing) to at least provide myself with a large amount of capital $ to fuel some type of self sufficient business that I enjoy, might possibly be purchasing a bunch of tangible assests with "dirty money" and flipping as my own business... now I never said I'd like to stop growing just being that as something on the side in addition.......... Now this is where I come to a mental standstill....... The reason why I took a season off is because I was going through a rough time at home going through a very long relationship breakup that messed me up for a bit, I wanted to get away from my problems so I hastily joined one of the services..(won't get into any details) but I didn't think I would be pulled back into the growing lifestyle so fast mentally.. I have no freedom because I am in an active contract that won't be completed until about 3 years from now.. I constantly think to myself I would be so much happier living my life the way I want and going back to my old lifestyle. I am doing great regarding my current job, but find myself up every night studying everything there is to know about growing. Before I left I spent 3-4k purchasing the supplies and stock to fuel putting out 200 spread out over 10-15 spots..never got around to starting the season....I have built some small type of capital $ from the last year and the thought is constantly stuck in my head that I would easily be able to put out 800-1000 in a single season, putting me over the top of anything I've ever expected..... so say I purchase some more stock and supplies with this capital I've made and end up successfully putting out 800 early to mid season... leaving my rough lowest estimate to lose 200 to whatever problems and coming out with around 600 to like 3 z's a piece at the lowest as well.... that's 112 p's "At the least" from those 800 put out.... leaving me at a 300k+ capital to start whatever in the world I'd like.... see where the problems in my head are arising from? being stuck in a controlled environment for 3+ years earning slim to nothing with basically no freedom to live how I want, or to receive some type of discharge from the service and go out to accomplish the goal I've just deemed completely feasible considering the locations and climate I'm most accustomed to......
Okay well first let me start off by saying apologize for the extensive thread, it is all relevant. Please refrain from any inappropriate comments and/or suggestions pertaining to this thread. I am not some teenager looking to score for my personal stash, nor am I inexperienced with the art of "guerilla growing". I have a few seasons under my belt scoring multiple p's and have been through what it takes to have a successful season; from the hard work required late into the night... managing a split lifestyle to get the job done without any extra induced risk factors... to hauling bags and bags out of the bush to secure locations.... (I have skipped a season or two due to a lifestyle change..will get into that shortly... and feel like I am being pulled back into this addiction) The reason why I came here to receive some type of wisdom about going on and chasing my dream (one which I have constantly been thinking about during the last year or two off of growing) to at least provide myself with a large amount of capital $ to fuel some type of self sufficient business that I enjoy, might possibly be purchasing a bunch of tangible assests with "dirty money" and flipping as my own business... now I never said I'd like to stop growing just being that as something on the side in addition.......... Now this is where I come to a mental standstill....... The reason why I took a season off is because I was going through a rough time at home going through a very long relationship breakup that messed me up for a bit, I wanted to get away from my problems so I hastily joined one of the services..(won't get into any details) but I didn't think I would be pulled back into the growing lifestyle so fast mentally.. I have no freedom because I am in an active contract that won't be completed until about 3 years from now.. I constantly think to myself I would be so much happier living my life the way I want and going back to my old lifestyle. I am doing great regarding my current job, but find myself up every night studying everything there is to know about growing. Before I left I spent 3-4k purchasing the supplies and stock to fuel putting out 200 spread out over 10-15 spots..never got around to starting the season....I have built some small type of capital $ from the last year and the thought is constantly stuck in my head that I would easily be able to put out 800-1000 in a single season, putting me over the top of anything I've ever expected..... so say I purchase some more stock and supplies with this capital I've made and end up successfully putting out 800 early to mid season... leaving my rough lowest estimate to lose 200 to whatever problems and coming out with around 600 to like 3 z's a piece at the lowest as well.... that's 112 p's "At the least" from those 800 put out.... leaving me at a 300k+ capital to start whatever in the world I'd like.... see where the problems in my head are arising from? being stuck in a controlled environment for 3+ years earning slim to nothing with basically no freedom to live how I want, or to receive some type of discharge from the service and go out to accomplish the goal I've just deemed completely feasible considering the locations and climate I'm most accustomed to......