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Sounds like you must not be studying the right things which interests you the most. You didn't say what sort of study you are doing, but perhaps change your major? I mean, if you are interested in plants or growing, then a course of studies university level in 'Botany' or some related field might be a good choice....but if you are majoring in something which is of no interest to you (does not stimulate your mind) then maybe that could be your problem.
Good luck....go on out and party and think on it. Don't sit around and mope.
Edit to add>>>>>So you are 20 years old now, but you reg'ed on OG 02/01, so that means you were posting on OG since age 15? Didn't OG have an age requirement? lol
What city are you in? Maybe you should cut down on the toking a little bit. Some people can be high all day and be fine but some people can't. And of you've got 18 chicks numbers and don't wanna do shit maybe your someone who should only toke at night or on weekends. I dunno just suggestin
I recently sorta quit toking. I'm only gonna smoke what I grow from now on. First of all it allows me to get really nicely beutifully greatly stoned when I do toke and second of all it gives me 2-3 or even 4 month breaks which I think are good for me. Also theres nothing like smoking your own fuckin weed. I love weed more than anyone but I just wasn't getting blazed anymore and this way I can get fucked when I do smoke. 2 months to go. It's gonna be awesome.
peace
Just smoke on the weekends, that's what I'm doing. It was hard to go from smoking every day to only smoking on fridays and saturdays...but after the first few weeks it's a habit to not smoke during the week, so it isn't so bad. My sleep is more restful, my brain doesn't feel numb...and when I finally do get to toke a bowl I get twice as high as normal.
Become a aMarrycan. Join the movement now. Americans for productive corporate america while enjoying Marry Jane responsably.
actually that is the right perspective america should have. you know how many good ideas come to some one when high, and all the bs is rolled back away from your eyes and you can see clearly. wars could be avioded over a responsable joint.
i can see it now. Look fidel..you gotta move your missle and give us a few free passes to the donkey show..look america.. no way i need my missle to be safe..
then they all light up a bowl, (legally i might add) then all the sudden we say no problem we wont invade if you can take down the missle. then fidel says fine we will do 2 extra donkay shows a night and we say fine we will build some roads and needed things with the money we were going to use to invade.. now every ones happy life is improved for every one.
weed makes people more open to a fair, peacefull resolution. I know George Wash and the rest of the fathers had to be smoking something pretty relaxing to come toa agreement like they did.
Good luck on your search for what to do with your life.. but here is mine. i stopped smoking for over 12 years..earned well, learned well. and basically become a real asshole in the process. then i started smoking again.. now time wise i am little bit less productive but idea wise.. dude im way better off.. i can critique my life and actions ina flash and cut out all unproductive behavior that doesnt work me towards my goals.
Take a few months off. get a job. learn all you can, be dedicated to learning their system and then start smoking again. and your eyes will peel back with renewed understanding of what you want and need to do with your personal life.
and heck if my advice dont work you, were sober for a few months, made some cash and are still in the same spot your in now but with more cash a lower tolorence level to the buds.
Good luck to you either way.
P.S i just made up the aMarrycan thing in another post like 5 minutes ago.. it might even already exsist. and if it does i am in no way promoting it on this site. i just think it would be a cool movement.
Danksta - I think we can all say, that you and us are not sure if the weed is a problem or not. But I think the fact that your questioning it, is a sign that you should lay off a bit until you figure things out.
I think the key thing for you, is figuring things out. Do what you know you need to do man.
You sound a lot like me at 20. I am 38 and full of regret over not finishing college, and now I do not have time or money to go back! PLEASE talk to a college counsellor and find something/anything to earn a degree in.
Smokers usually make friends quick! Find out where everyone hangs out on Saturdays and just go. Even if it means drinking alone and listening to a clubs music your at least out. Most of us here would kill for the chance to travel overseas for school, so PLEASE take full advantage of your time there!
Dude im going to add school blows.. its for people who have no street level hustle skills and need a something to fall back on. be a self made business man. its way more fun then going thru the mill.
Have you seen the show WEEDS.. think of the lil song the lady sings in the begening of every show.. ticky tacky lil boxes and they all were put into lil boxes and they all come out just the same.
If your this confused before going to college some one witha strong will is going to dominate you and make you a lil ticky tacky knock off of them. You should read a few self motivatgional books first and then decide how you want to procede with your life and what you want to do with it..
maybe sit down and wrote some goals of where you want to be in 1 year 5 years 10 years and 20 years out.. then from the 20 year goal work back words to a action plan. this will give you the answers to what you need to be doing with your time now to become what you want. if you dont know what you want to be in 20 years just work out the goals as far as you can in the time frames i gave you. it will really help.
If your heart is telling you to go to school i say follow your heart.....
But yes i hear that about the world trying to put you in a box....this seems to be what
happens when you try to get a job, not the actual university itself....
And my advice is to let your system clean out, start eating healthy (80% veggies), and start exercising......you will find yourself cheering up very quickly after starting this regimen....