I fell off the FUCKING horse ......Ive fallin and cant... lol

[pink.lovebud]

I’ve Fallen off the Horse !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’ve fallen off the horse but aren’t you supposed to get right back on? But what if it’s the wrong freaking horse?

Being at a cross roads for a little while. So what horse do I choose? The one I am on now is the wrong one for me even with the work that went into training it’s just not what I need to be doing. It is the “SMART” thing to do because of the economy but it’s the barfey horse. It is nothing like it is supposed to be. It is all corruption, greed, all about the money and such an evil profession. This is the thing I have even pondered about starting a home web cam to make money rather than to get back on the barfey horse again. That horse is totally not what I believe in and is against my integrity totally. But it was an eye opening experience. AND no I am not doing a web cam lol just was thinking something has to be better than this horse.
I do know what I want to do and feel I need to do. I have a business idea which is excellent. I have always had a business. But I am scared it won’t fly because of the economy and our famous leader Obama has destroyed any hope of things getting any better. But it would feel a might better having to get back on the barfey horse if I knew I had something or a maybe something better that I was working on. I am a free spirit and need to be free. I feel trapped this other horse totally consumes your entire life. I have always worked my Ass off always. More than most others. The barfey horse took a lot of training to get him on his feet to be such a bummer. But it is what it is.
I am much afraid my other half will think I am some flake if I give up this other horse and to take a chance that may not work. But I plan to do it at the same time and if it flies he and I will be doing quite well. I always do well with a business. Always!! I have no idea how to approach this subject. Sooo much work was sacrifice went into the other horse but it’s the DAMED wrong horse. I can take and choose from that horse to use in the other that I am thinking of. It is not a total lost cause the knowledge will help fuel the other right horse well and feed him till he is up and going.
I hope you have had as much fun reading this as I have writing it. Lol Its more fun to be creative.

 

[Payaso]

Well, that was interesting. I just hope your horse isn't involved with ceiling people, kinky sex or cannibalism...

to you for creative writing!

 

[Capt.Ahab]

Mr. Ed says go for it.

 

[Sat X RB]

FRUSTRATION!!!

sounds like horses just aren't your thing. time for a change?

take it from an old fart ... it's the Quality of Life that matters in the end not the Quantity.

so sit back, relax ... and ask yourself which path is the path with Heart?

cheers from Oz!

 

[lost in a sea]

Opretzel!



whats a horse got to do with anything?

 

[cody2white]

Its a horse eat horse world

 

[mean mr.mustard]

All I know is we have fewer horses and bayonets.

 

[lost in a sea]

we eat horse in the uk now thanks to big corporations and crooks in government/the eu

 

[noyd666]

yummo.lol.

 

[dansbuds]

Stick with the lucrative horse till you can build your own horse of your liking . with obummers economy the way it is ..... theres no sense in throwing away the horse you've worked for untill the other horse is built & rideable .

thats just my horse sense

 

[GreenPlant]

we eat horse in the uk now thanks to big corporations and crooks in government/the eu

.And donkey,although not as wide spread.




Back on the horse pink.Worth doin if only for a while.Reap the benefits!

 

[mean mr.mustard]

Is anybody really aware of how fucked the economy was?

If you want to start a business, start a business.

If you want talked out of it you're going to get talked out of it.

But for the three or so conservatives on IC:

I just had to.

 

[THE PABLOS]

Christ Mustard....the blame has to go somewhere...fucking leftist commies lol...how anyone can take this shit serious..way beyond me. economy?...fucking kills me....it all looks good from here...about the same as it ever was. regulate..deregulate...start another fucking lie based war...be a patriot...support the troops...kill kill kill..in the name of freedom and Geezus...good shit

 

[Payaso]

As the immortal Mr. Vonnegut would say, "and so it goes..."

 

[mean mr.mustard]

It's pretend money anyway.

Let's play Monopoly

 

[mwz]

Even though my horse pays well, it's a part of negative industry. It does pay well though. It also took a lot of training. So my plan is to ride my horse until I have enough funds to live off the grid. Then retire early and spend the rest of my life learning to ride a horse named astronomy.

 

[lost in a sea]

so long as we accept whoever plays the banker always wins at monopoly and that when they change the rules of the game we might not be able to play anymore..

 

[THE PABLOS]

It's pretend money anyway.

Let's play Monopoly

Yessir...all about the story telling. I notice: people go around repeating whatever they need to be true...whatever eases their pain. Same old stories...same old tactics...same old blame...same old foes...same old cycle

Like to teach the world to sing..in perfect harmony...yet people don't dig on harmony so much...there must always be disdain

 

[mean mr.mustard]

It's interesting that they may find their own truths in anything

Sadly I don't think many really want peace love and understanding anymore.

I can't wait to see what the next generation grows up to hold dear.

 

[unspoken]

If Obama is holding you back so much, maybe you should work on being less dependent on the govt, eh?