Good Morning
I woke this morning heart in my mouth, after a night of tumultuous dreams.
This is not a foreign place for me yet I have not experienced it since last spring, not since the actions of being bodhisattva brought me to a place of enlightenment
my faith in the wondrous law of cause and effect however did not leave me powerless, and for the first time in since I can remember a simple chant and prayer simple brought me back to here and now
to put it in perspective my anxiety till now would only be obedient to over doses quantities of opiates, booze and benzopenes. Every other caustic substance and behaviors I tried but they did not work.
seroquel, haldol, zypreka and the like could not turn off my anxiety or the negative energy that ran rampant through out me, nothing but a comatose situation could "bring me back down"
i have found very few who have reactions like this, but they were institutional levels
I had to write this as testimony because many of us here have found balance using a new medicine and a new way of life, one that brings us to this very thread
i never imagined i would be able to manage my disease and disorder by coming back to balance
i feel the same gratitude for the same among you
nam myoho renge kyo
nam myoho renge kyo
nam myoho renge kyo
That is EXCELLENT to hear Weird! Except for having the bad dream part, no one likes those.
My anxiety is probably not as bad as yours, but I have found that chanting does the same exact thing to bring my anxiety levels back to ZERO.
I am so happy to hear you've found something that helps and works!
Hey dudes! My dad is making a miraculous recovery. It looks like his pronosis is encouraging.
Thomas